Restart again.

Started another relationship after ending a 4 years long one. Is hard to start all over again and is not simple either. This time is a much more younger girl, 5years younger than me to be exact. Needing to drag down a level to coup sometimes. I dunno why I started it. is a 'pull' from her. she extracted me in many ways, physically and mentally. She is looks like the mixture of Utada hikaru and Stephenie Sun, just a bit taller and skinnier. Her character look to be the main attractiveness. But i really not sure. when we first met, is like love at the first sight kind of thingy, but I not convince by my own feelings, and try a move that is so sudden that even frighten her a bit. first is just a test, then it become permanent, we gel together.

brought her gifts that sound strange, like a hot water pillow. this was the first thing that I brought her when she felt gastric. The second one was a CNY Hamper for her family(it is CNY). The hamper comes with a bouquet of flowers and this time, the first time I saw her little face turn red. she told me I am the first to give her flowers. then there comes valentines day. gosh~ this really a headache, dunno what to give. brought her a Peridot pendent that she doesn't replace the one she is wearing(sad) a rose and a self drawn card(more like a cert!). In return, I had two gives as well, a comforter set and a traditional box of chocolate with a card that written my sir name wrongly(yeh?). (to be continue...)